- on my mind -

it's my note which made on chemistry lesson in the school .
I wrote it on my chemistry worksheet .
I hope, my teacher will be never read it .

read it carefully .

but, I think, you don't need to read it .

it's not very important :)

***

I want to DIE !!!

keep it too hard till I can look the world

can I fly to the paradise?

can I pass away from this place?

maybe, I'm not a strong girl

but, no word to say

let's make this feeling so bad till I become a bad girl

look at the next day

I'm not me

I'm different

no hope to make me like before

do you know?

my heart can't be described well

***

I can smile only

on that time, my feeling was too hurt

I said to someone, "Thanks for make me too different"